Why was I so much more optimistic about this process last week when I first started spotting and realized that the last cycle failed, than I am today?
Why am I feeling so defeated NOW, when just yesterday my baseline appointment gave me the all clear to start a new cycle?
Why am I riding an emotional roller coaster, moody as hell, when I haven't even taken the first Clomid yet for this cycle?
Why am I having trouble focusing long enough to string two sentences together, when I'm nowhere near the two week wait onset of Hampster Brain?
Why do my damn eyes keep leaking (not crying, nuh-uh I AM NOT) for no reason?
Why can't I feel the sunshine anymore?