Happy "anniversary". I'm in the exact same spot. It sucks.
Yes, I'm in the same spot too wrt to the anniversary. Having just read your previous post I am close to the same spot wrt to the inner peace as well. I still carry some fear deep in my heart that things won't happen for me, but life is getting back on track. I love the "letting go" maxim, it's clearly working for you :) Good luck with the next IUI, I hope you never need to take the IVF route!
((hugs)). Anniversaries blow. I feel you right now. I hope the peace is a portent of dreams coming true, but at least we know we'll be okay, no matter what.
Thinking of you.
I'm glad you're doing okay during this anniversary, though the fact that you HAVE one totally blows. I'm really hoping you get that second chance sooner than later.
*hugs* sweetheart. I'm praying for your second chance.